Couldn’t sleep, almost 2am on December 31, 2008… I don’t know what all of this means. I had the first two lines in my head, started writing and couldn’t stop.

And I know I have no words
My shaky heart won’t pour them out
Putting on silence like a warm winter jacket
Has my tongue twisted in confusion

Time and time again
Life is spent wishing it was different than before
Holding our heads up
Won’t stop the clock from counting down to
Judgment day

Why live your life as if you’ve only got until tomorrow
Why take the time to worry about what might have been
Time won’t stop to see if plans were thought and then created
Shoulder that heavy load and take the choice that was given